* What happened?

What happened?
Where did you all go?
Was it you ..
was it me?
What the hell happened?
My world changed
in a blink -
all of you at once
like a well orchestrated
flock of geese
migrating south.
You left me
standing all alone in the stubble
my heart spilling its blood
onto the soil
our soil
Parker soil.
I watched the sky -
looking up
until it was clear blue
and empty.
What now?
Who am I now?
I thought I had dealt with this!
I thought I was prepared!!